Friday, June 7, 2013


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Salam Jumaat dan selawat ke atas junjungan besar Nabi kita Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Esok hari Sabtu bermakna cuti sekolah bakal berakhir. Pejam celik-pejam celik, sekejap je masa berlalu. Ohhh, time please beat slowly! Nanti nak exam tu la ni la. Program tuu la nii laa. See? Banyak benda. Sebelum cuti lagi, dah dimaklumkan awal-awal pasal program untuk pelajar SPM dan PMR. .____. Walau apa pun, suka je dengan semua program yang cikgu-cikgu projek plan sebab untuk kejayaan kita semua (: Kita boleh ikhtiar dan usaha je. Hasilnya  bergantung kepada apa yang kita dah usahakan. 

Perjuangan masih belum berakhir. Kadang-kadang terasa SPM ney kejam laa jugak. Bila malas dah menguasai diri, secara automatiknya perasaan TERPAKSA tuu kena muncul sendiri. Terpaksa study, terpaksa hadap buku. #Ya Allah, ikhlaskan hati ini untuk menuntut ilmu untuk capai apa yang dihasratkan dan dihajati. 

remind- myself

#Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again. This time more intelligently-Henry Ford

Semoga Allah permudahkan segala apa yang kita hajatkan. InshaAllah kalau kita ikhlas dan serahkan segala-galanya kepada Dia yang Maha Kuasa yang Maha Menentukan. Sesungguhnya, kita insan yang lemah hanya merancang dan Allah juga merancang. Sebaik-baik perancang adalah Dia kerana Dia Maha Mengetahui segala baik buruk sesuatu itu. SubhanAllah :)  

#Ya Rabb, I'm drifting away from you. Please hold me back. 

Doakan kejayaan kami. Sungguh, kami memegang amanah besar pada tahun ini 

Friday, May 31, 2013


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Sorry for the late update. 

Act, I want to share anything from A-Z. Tapi, masa tak tahu dah nak gali dekat mane!! But its okay, I'll try to share. FYI, every single things that happen in my life are really meaningful instead it just about a little thing that I should left behind. Hm, but I'm not that person, I'll try to remember every incident that happen. #setiap yang berlaku tersimpan nilai sentimental yang tersendiri tika suka atau duka. So, try to appreciate your life.

Alhamdulillah, my birthday had past. I was happy with that day cause I could celebrate my day with her. Well, Kak Anis drove her car and took me for a lunch and spent some money to buy me a present. Baikkkk sangat hati kak Anis ney! We entered Smart CC and she told me to choose anythings that I want. Hoho, I don't know what I should choose since I saw many cute stuff that make me melting especially Rilakkuma~ Haaa, the price also cute! 

I walked around until I stopped. Waaaaa, cantik jugak selipar yang berbulu ney! I really want a pair of that slippers and I got that. Thanks to Kak Anis because you accompanied me and celebrated the special day together. Yes, I missed all the time in 2012. Everything. #Terima kasih juga Ferrero Rocher tuu :)

Selesai jugak mid-year-exam dan Kem Sinar Gemilang yang makin buat semangat kami berkobar-kobar untuk SPM nanti. Thanks to all SPM teachers. Yeah, our desire to be the winner. Kun Fayakun. InshaAllah. Pray the best for us :) 

Kita bukan tidak boleh berubah sebenarnya. Kita boleh! Tapi kita banyak memberi alasan kepada diri sendiri. Yang hakikatnya kita banyak memberi alasan kepada Allah Ta'ala.
Nanti dan nanti, lagi dan lagi. Padahal, sikit pun Dia tidak rugi dengan kesombongan kita mahu datang kepada-Nya. #viadurratunnasihah

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Random Update

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

It's almost one month I not blogging like usual. Honestly, I miss my typing too much. Blogging is apart of my life. This is my place to express anything that I want! When I feel stress, at least I can tell all of them here BUT we are not allow to bring laptop or phone to school! It's not fair right. Urghhhh, I hope and I wish I can go through the hard times like others. Be strong, not cry like a baby and kept the sadness inside.

Memories in Taiping, Perak :') 230313-300313. Thanks for all those memories.

Mid-year exam is waiting and waving to me. How I feel? I am quite afraid and palpitate to face this exam. I'm not ready at all. I do not cover up all the topics that I left during my training. Biology, I'm sorry! I left you for a long time. All about locomotion, I DON'T KNOW! And I don't know how to study that chapter in this short time. At least, I have to know the basics. Pray the best for me for my life.

Don't let your sorrows down you. Use them to deepen you, humble and soften you. Use them to build your empathy and compassion for the world. Your sorrow was never meant to overtake you; like everything else in life, it is only a tool. To beautiful and strengthen you#Yasmin Mogahed

p/s : Your result is the reflection of your routine :') SubhanAllah.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

#Wordless Saturday

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.


Friday, February 15, 2013

Inspire :)

Bsmillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

First, thank to Anis and Fatin Aziz for the tags. I'm really appreciate it but  I have no time to make all of the segments but it's okay. Maybe, for the next time k? Fyi, I rarely join all of them. One day if I works as a housewife, I'll try to participate. :DD 

Tomorrow and tomorrow! The fact is school and hostel! See, I'm not ready for that :3 I still want to continue this holiday until the end of 2013. Haha, but I know I just dream like WHAT? I am just a part-time dreamer. Yeah, I want to be someone in the future, someone that can shine everyone's life, someone that can help needy people. But the question is how can I be that such person if I always act like this? I hope everything can change, hope too much! And I know I can try to be a really nerd person. Haha, I'm trying. Better try than never.

The better way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing.

Stop talking about something that look serious. Haha. Lately, I am happy with my life. Thanks for everything. Don't expect this situation can be like this AWESOME and WOW! :) I don't want to cry due to ridiculous things that hit me! Just move on and step closer towards Allah. Be strong and always think positive. Trust me, sometimes we look more beautiful when we keep away all the negative thinking.

HeartThem :))

For the heart is something that we need to be taken care of. Only give your heart to Allah because only He Knows how to handle it. 

Till then, May Allah bless.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Heart And Soul

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Post again and again :3

I try to stop thinking and just go with the flow. When my heart say yes and my action always say no, I don't know what is the best decision. So hard to say, so hard to feel so hard to express everything that happen. For now, everything has a WHY? Complicated! Yeah, I just wonder why my heart so difficult to make one decision. Just ONE! Truthfully, it's not as easy as you think. Every night every day every single seconds I think the same issue same topic. Feel like ergghhh! Like a big stone on my head! That's killing me killing my four chambers.  I try to fight with it but I know and I am sure I will lose. Always like that and why the words of  DECISION appear in Oxford dictionary? *Just remove it. 

Best solution is hook with Allah. I try to accept everything that happen. Deeply inside, I'm still thinking that things but it's okay I put my trust to Allah. Well, Allah Knows the best. Just follow what had written in our life. Maybe, I'll find the best way, the best decision in the right time. Now, I try to analyze myself, try to be more better in my life, I try to chase all the sadness that trap in my soul. It's quite difficult if I don't fight with all sort things that prevent me to be someone in life. I know nothing is permanent. Everything is for temporary. 

Thanks Allah for the love. Guide me to Your way. Let me strive Your love and the love for Your deen. Do not get me attached to such short-lived materials. Allah Knows all the secrets of all hearts. 

WE ALWAYS ASK: What do I get from all these?AL-QURAN ANSWERS: "Indeed, Allah has purchased from the believers their lives and properties (in exchange) for that they will have the garden (of Paradise)..." Surah At-Taubah [9:111]

Till then, have a good day. May Allah bless :)

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Kak Bella's Wed-Day

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, masih diberi kekuatan untuk bernafas :) Thanks Allah for this beautiful life, and forgive me if I don't love it enough. If you have nothing to be grateful for, check your pulse! 

Not too late to share the date of 9th February. Wedding ceremony Kak Bella-Abang Farid. 
Wah, kak Bella cantik sangat-sangat. Dalam suit grey atau pearl macam tuulaah. Hee, tak dapat detect warna apa tapi macam mana pun dia cantik dan sangat-sangat sepadan :) . Jealous! Nervous pengantin pun dapat rasa masa majlis akad nikah. Kak Bella muda dari abang Farid lebih kurang enam tahun kuuttt! Wah, sweet couple forever :) InshaaAllah. 

Sorry for the images quality. Quite blur right? Takpelaahhhh, asal dapat share pasal wedding ney dah kira oke :) . Semoga berbahagia kak Bella dan abang Farid. May Allah bless :) 

Rasulullah S.A.W dalam hadisnya bermaksud, "Kahwinilah wanita itu kerana empat perkara, kerana hartanya , kerana keturunannya, kerana kecantikan dan kerana agamanya. Pilihlah wanita yang beragama, engkau akan selamat"

#thanks for the heart  

Till then, have a good day :) 

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Precious . Great . Thankful

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Tetibe minggu ney rasa menggila nak update. Peluang yang ada kita grab sebaik mungkin :) Terasa nak  update pasal kem di Awang Beach Resort. Rasanya tak terlambat lagi kuuutttt. 31 Januari-2 Februari. Apa yang nak dikongsikan taklah banyak. Cuma, nak kongsi rasa ketenangan yang amat sangat bila dapat tengok pantai depan mata. Waktu riadah digunakan sebaik mungkin sebab bukan senang nak dapat peluang ni dengan kawan-kawan even depan sekolah ada pantai tapi tak seindah untuk dilihat :/ , sedih sebab kita dah sia-siakan satu anugerah Allah. Alhamdulillah sebab santai je dekat situ. Tak tension-tension. Cuma kena fikir program tu lah program ni laahhh. Terima seadanya. Cikgu just bagi penerangan pasal undang-undang,  tugas sebenar dekat sekolah dekat asrama dan apa-apa yang berkaitan dengan kepimpinan laa. Susah untuk khabarkan perasaan sebenar. Cuma kannnn, sesiapa yang tolong agama Allah, Allah akan permudahkan urusannya. InshaaAllah. Buat semua untuk agama Allah. Oke, sekarang dah meleret entah ke mana, Biarlah gambar-gambar yang menjelaskan segala perasaan yang bertaut di hati :)


Thanks to Tasha for the photos :). Woohhhooo, sekarang baru tahu kena buat buku skrap PQS. Canteekkkkk sangat bila buku teks dekat sekolah. Kena search sendiri cari bahan-bahan --". Btw, thanks Alya for the info.  

Till then, have a good day, May Allah bless. I miss you Qistinna! :') 

Monday, February 11, 2013

Beautiful :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Cuti seminggu kali ini memang tak tahu nak buat apa. Banyak masa terbuang begitu sahaja. Kalau hadap buku teks Sejarah, konfem tertidur. Padahal SPM tu pejam celik pejam celik je. Cuma diri ini masih belum menerima hakikat. Kalaulah boleh skip SPM, terus lompat ke degree kan best hidup. #Mimpi yang memang konfem-konfem tak akan jadi kenyataan. But, I'm hoping too much youuuuuu.

Para pejuang agama Allah :)

Dalam tempoh dua bulan ney, dah 2 kali terlibat dengan seminar kerjaya. The highest rate among the students, of course laaaa medic. 29 Januari, dekat Wisma Darul Iman, Doktor Abdullah bin Ali (rasanya dah betul kut nama dia) ada jugak terang pasal pathway seorang doktor. Anggaran untuk jadi doktor pakar dalam masa tujuh tahun. Tapi, macam tu lah, hati ney selalu acuh tak acuh je. Bila tanya siapa nak jadi doktor, tangan ney cepat je naik kat atas. Nampak sangat eksyen terlebih. Hahaha. Memang ada niat nak tolong orang yang sakit, tapi kena tangani dulu masalah takut darah atau apa-apa je lahh yang berkaitan. Yang pasti, SPM kena buat yang terbaik. Straight A's impian semua form 5. #Jordan in my heart. Always.

Petang ney, Aminin dah nak balik asrama. Say goodbye to you laaaa. Untunglaahhh saya dapat seminggu cuti. Dan saya akui, makin lama cuti, makin tak ingat diri. Takpelahh, nanti dah susah nak balik rumah. Lepas ney, kelas tambahan masa minggu balik dah tak boleh nak elak. Masa yang ada kita gunakan sebaik mungkin. SPM menyeksakan hidup. Jujur, tahun ney la tahun yang paling tak terurus. Kadang-kadang rasa macam tragis jugak :), saya cuba terima hakikat ini dengan hati yang pasrah.

See you next two weeks ehh :')

For sure, I'm fighting for myself. Thanks for this chances. Now, I live as an extraordinary girl. Maybe the right words to describe my situation is I am loneliness and lifeless... But it's okay, I'm quite strong enough. Just pray the best for me. You know the hurt inside, right? Till then, I hope you will be the best. May Allah bless. We're fighting ourselves, fighting for the faith. #viaheartandsoul

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Lillahi Wahdah :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. 

Love qistun, thanks for the post. Waaaaaaa, I know you are really hardworking girl right now, face the book all the time. Well, I wish you the best. And I wish this April will be a reality for us yeah for us k? We are missing you. Always. No doubt. Missed -

Sometimes, Allah takes everything from us, so that we can learn the value of strong. Bila kesunyian, kita benar-benar merasa lemah. Sungguh, dekatkan diri dengan Dia. Teliti balik hubungan kita sebagai hambaNya. 

When will this loneliness be over? #When Allah's love enters your hearts. 

Keikhlasan merupakan tarbiyah dalam kehidupan. Seringkali sesuatu perubahan dalam kebaikan itu akan didahului dengan paksaan. Dan perubahan itu akan menjadi cukup indah kerana di pengakhirannya akan terselit secebis keikhlasan. Islah nafsi, kuatkan hati dalam bermujahadah. Andai hati itu sering menangis, pesanlah pada diri, 'bertabahlah kamu!'

"Perasaan saat pertama kali disentuh tarbiyah. 
Umpama jatuh cinta pandang pertama.
Bukan kepada si dia. 
Tapi si Dia."
Biarlah aku jatuh cinta pada Dia. Berkali-kali :’)
#thanks for all the best moments :)
Note-to-self :  Don't worry, if it's supposed to happen.. it will. If Allah with us, everything definitely gonna be fine :)

Friday, February 8, 2013

The Journey Of A Leader



Sabda Nabi Muhammad s.a.w bersabda : 

"Sesiapa yang berselawat ke atasku sekali , maka Allah akan berselawat ke atasnya 10 kali, menghapuskan kesalahannya dan mengangkatnya sepuluh kali darjat."

Terlalu lama tak mengupdate, tiba-tiba terasa rindu. Dah masuk 2 bulan jadi pelajar tingkatan 5. Macam-macam benda yang dah jadi. Sememangya ketekanan perasaan tu tak pernah lari dalam diri form 5. Kadang-kadang je boleh rasa happy. Senyuman palsu macam dah terbiasa dalam diri. Macam mana pun, kenyataan tetap kita kena hadapi walau sesukar mana pun mehnah yang kita kena tempuh. 

31 Januari, satu amanah dan satu tanggungjawab yang harus dipegang. Ya Allah, amanah itu terlalu berat.
Terlalu sukar untuk diterjemah dengan kata-kata. Kadang-kadang terasa untuk melepaskan. Tapi adakah dengan cara melepaskan itu mampu menyelesaikan sesuatu masalah? Terima segala aturan Allah. Mungkin ada tersimpan hikmah yang kita belum temui. Yang penting, bersabar dan terus bersabar dengan apa yang terjadi. Hilangkan segala perkataan keluhan dan rungutan yang boleh mematahkan semangat dalam diri. Niat untuk tolong agama Allah harus sentiasa subur dalam jiwa. 

Setiap orang ada masa lampau. Tak semestinya orang yang kita anggap baik tak ada kisah silam dan orang yang jahat itu tiada masa depan. Sungguh, setiap sesuatu boleh berubah dengan keinginan yang datang dalam diri. Tanpa keinginan, mana mungkin apa yang kita hajati tercapai. Mungkin semua orang mampu untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan. Cuma pointnya, adakah kita sanggup untuk istiqamah dengan perubahan itu? Ujian datang silih berganti untuk menguatkan bukan untuk melemahkan. 

5 Februari, macam satu mimpi dapat tengok LIVE adik-adik buat persembahan qasidah. Tahniah buat SUMUR sebab dah berjaya buat satu program yang mampu membangkitkan lagi cinta kita dekat Rasulullah. Memang jarang dijemput orang luar untuk buat persembahan dekat sekolah, dan mungkin itulah permulaannya. Adik-adik dari Ribath Malik sungguh suci wajah mereka. InshaaAllah, moga Allah permudahkan jalan kita untuk ke syurga. Sama-sama kita perjuangkan agama Allah dan sebarkan da'wah Islam. 

Your past is just a story. And once you realize this, it has no power over you.